Wednesday, January 23, 2008

2008 - year of revolution

no, there wasn't a spelling mistake in the title. no, you will not be reading another list of new year resolutions from me - if it is, then it'll be kinda late dun you think?
this is part of the thought that has been messing up my mind lately. over the past years, i've always had ideas of who i am and who i wanna be. ideas of my principal which i've held onto. ideas, ideas and more ideas. so far, all these ideas start with something like - i will not... i won't... i never...
passive. it's always something that i will not do and i'll have the reason why i choose not to do it. i've decided that this year, it's gotta change. i've gotta take some action to change the man in the mirror. no more ideals. no more playing on the safe side.
i need to be more passionate about life. and not just my life. i need to be more passionate about the world revolving around me. about the ppl around me.
it's the year for change and action.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

blank message...

there's so many things going through my mind right now - where i am, where i've been, what i want to do, what i should have done...

i wanted to write everything out here but my mind is in such a mess i can't seem to construct anything at all. so i'm just leaving a blank msg and hope - hope that someone could see through this msg to help me out. get me out of this state of mind. i need passion in my life again.